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Sunday, 29 March 2009

  • New Thing

    So I strongly believe that journaling/blogging is EXTREMELY good for people. It helps you reflect. It is an opportunity for you to vent or release emotion. It keeps your reading and writing skills sharpened. The only problem I have, is that I never know what to write/type about! Back in middle school, I filled 3 or 4 notebooks page to page with every single detail of everything happening in my life and how I felt about it at the time. Now, I feel that there are so many things to write about that I can't find one I WANT to write about. I looked at a few websites and copied down some of the journal suggestions that they had. I might even do a few separate journals. One for the starter and another for things going on in my life.

    The thing I love about my Xanga, is that nobody really looks at it. I can post anything I want to and nobody will post offensive, negative comments. But yet it is public so, I feel like I have a voice. I'm debating over whether to just make my Xanga private to myself altogether. I mean, why do I care about all those other sites I've subscribed to? Some are actually interesting. Others are just full of stupid, useless information that I could probably figure out on my own.

    Signing off for the night! Love.

Saturday, 15 November 2008

  • So the election is over, yet I feel like it still drags on...

    Throughout this entire election process, I have made it a point to hush about my beliefs and my choice of candidate. A lot of people believe I'm skewed more towards Obama. I welcome opinions, but I never confirm anything and I love that it bothers people because they can't get it out of me. Plus, it doesn't really matter because I can't vote anyway. (Next election though!) I refuse to see parties anymore. I am a Christian, but that does not mean (FOR ANYBODY) that I must vote or choose to support the Republican candidates. I'm so sick and tired of both parties trashing each other and people trying to 'argue' with me (even though I remain 100% neutral...ignorance) and 'tear me to shreds' with their USELESS 'facts' and information that they probably derived from some biased website or commercial. Both sides are ridiculous at this point.

    I am always going to be dumbfounded by the Christian Republicans who don't vote for a Democratic candidate-who may be an amazing one at that, like Obama-because they're so HUNG UP on the fact that they are pro-choice and in support of homosexual union. Those people may as well not even vote because they are not ready to accept the responsibility. If we are Christians, we should be first of all praying about who God should lead us to vote for. Then, if it is a candidate with a platform that has a couple of issues that we should disagree with, PRAY THAT GOD WILL MOVE IN THOSE PLACES AND PREVENT THINGS FROM HAPPENING. It really paints a clearer picture of where our faith in God is in these times.

    I'm especially disgusted with the Christian Republicans right now for how they reinforce the negative stereotype for Christians. It really ruins it for a lot of us. A lot of them also voted for President George W. Bush, a man that the majority of this country at this point is having a hard time keeping respect for. They did it because their EGOS are too big to fit in their heads. They are after all 'Christians' so they MUST vote Republican, right? Bull.

    This blog is getting too long and there is too much more to say. So I'll stop here and maybe finish it another time...or I may even just leave it unfinished!


    Edit: Ha, and I totally just realized how Democrat I sounded because I chewed out the Republicans twice! Oh well!

Wednesday, 19 March 2008

  • Stalemate

    So right now...my life has reached a stalemate. I don't ever know whether everything will go up or down, but I can only hope that it only goes up. I want God to be my center. When He is, it is a lot easier for me to get a grip on life. I put so much before Him. I'm going to try to take down the computer time and crank up the prayer time so that I am being filled with the Word more and more. I want to know more. I want to grow more. I want to feel relaxed in knowing that my past, present, and future are all taken care of. I am a silly little girl that just gets so caught up in life. I wish I could just get caught up in God like that. I can just imagine what it would be like to just get caught up in prayer all the time...wow. My life is GOING to get that much better. As of now, I am going to make progress.

Tuesday, 19 February 2008

  • The many philosophies of myself...

    I come up with all these different "philosophies" or reasonings or just things that are somewhat of a "reinforcement" to something I need to just face...I don't follow many of them either...I don't push them on other people...They're just these random realizations I have that are short lived, yet really interesting. I'm going to make it a point to write them down when they come to me from now on, just for fun. I'm just going to post a few...

    You love what you loathe, and sometimes, you are what you loathe.-I've come to find that partially true...it really depends on the situation. But I like this one.

    If people want you in their lives, they'll find a way to keep you there. If God wants certain people in your life, He'll keep them there. -100% true in my opinion. Everyone knows this.

    The ability to find fault in yourself or take the blame in a situation (truthfully, not for pity) and also having the ability to humble yourself and apologize and/or confess, is key to dealing with people. -I find it quite common that the people who are incapable of those two things together, are extremely unhappy.

    People mess up, but it is not our job to condemn. It is our job to pray and be forgiving.

    You can't forgive or forget, you have to do both. -When we repent to God, He forgets what we have done and we can move on. If you cannot forget something someone has done to you, you really haven't forgiven them. Especially if you tend to bring it up again in later times.

    Sex before marriage has more cons than pros. -I can support that on MANY non-religious reasons too...but I'll go in depth on that another time.

    So yeah...I really don't think I'm some "wise philosopher" or ponderer or anything of the sort...I just like to come up with these things. I'm very much like my father in this sense.

    God bless.

Saturday, 26 January 2008

dreamingdove

  • Visit dreamingdove's Xanga Site
    • Name: N.S.
    • Birthday: 8/9/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/12/2007

About Me

  • I could never tell you all about myself in just a profile. I try to enjoy life as much as possible and I try SUPER hard to look at the bright side of things. I play guitar, but I'm not really good at it. I'm a super needy friend. I'm very affectionate. I laugh at everything. I'm a proud Christian that is FAR from perfect but I try my hardest. I can admit that I'm a hypocrite. Aren't we all? I'm really straight forward. I don't beat around the bush at all. I expect everyone else to be the same towards me. I'm easily annoyed by cocky, conceited people, but I tend to be both of those things quite often. I do what I like, and I like what I do...and I like pina coladas and getting caught in the rain! Get to know me, my AIM screename is dreamingdove09.

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